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Simpleman Journals. The Day My Heart Died
iggy Posted: Thu Sep 2 14:54:30 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  I hate you.

i have nothing else to say


 
antartica Posted: Thu Sep 2 14:59:09 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  my heart bleeds......


 
iggy Posted: Thu Sep 2 15:04:46 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  why am i always the fucking last to know?

fuck


 
iggy Posted: Thu Sep 2 15:26:16 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  "We Might As Well Be Strangers"
by Keane


I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a another time
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know




 
iggy Posted: Thu Sep 2 15:39:24 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  ROSE: Have you ever been in love?

DESIRE: You might say that.

ROSE: Horrible, isn't it?

DESIRE: In what way?

ROSE: It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "Maybe we should just be friends" or "How very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way to your heart.

DESIRE: How picturesque.

ROSE: It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that.

Especially not love.

I hate love.

-The Sandman



 
choke Posted: Thu Sep 2 18:39:50 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Oh Chanz :(


 
Dancer Posted: Thu Sep 2 21:32:22 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  *pats*


 
addi Posted: Thu Sep 2 21:50:09 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  chanz said:

>ROSE: It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.


last time my heart was broken it was both an emotional and a physical pain I felt. The two are connected.

shit happens
love happens
ain't much you can do about either in my book

hang in there bud


 
antartica Posted: Fri Sep 3 03:42:25 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  addison said:
>shit happens
>love happens

at least we know most times shit happens because of assholes...

Real love will devastate you.
If love does not shatter you,
You do not know love.
-Anonymous



 
Mesh Posted: Fri Sep 3 03:51:19 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  I hate love.


 
iggy Posted: Fri Sep 3 05:36:02 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  antartica said:
>
>Real love will devastate you.
>If love does not shatter you,
>You do not know love.
>-Anonymous
>

i used to believe in it...
even till yesterday.

but it has to happen all over again.

different people... same situation.

all the same.
i don't want to hear the word for sometime.


 
antartica Posted: Fri Sep 3 06:20:29 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  chanz said:
>i used to believe in it...
>even till yesterday.
>
>but it has to happen all over again.
>
>different people... same situation.
>
>all the same.
>i don't want to hear the word for sometime.

aye brah... i know what you mean
we've built our families but there are some of the ties that will stay no matter what happens
and other ties just fade...


 
iggy Posted: Fri Sep 3 06:54:04 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  for a while now...
i saw the signs but i didn't want to believe it
i've been hearing the voices from everyone but i believed in it.

till yesterday.

and i just don't know what to feel...
anymore.

my anger died.
so i'm not angry
when i'm not angry. i don't feel the after effects of disappointment.

i tried to do meditation but the emptiness inside is so loud i suffered a relapse.

so i went for a drive...

i drove down to a little spot in the island where there were no cars around.

and i had the urge to smash my beloved car into a lamppost and let this feeling worse than anger or pain or hurt or disappointment end...

and i remembered that my family of families... i remembered my brothers closer than kin.
i remembered the person i have yet to become.

i found my usual spot and howled at the moon.
howled for the death of my heart.
howled for the death of what was left of my feelings for her...
howled for my tight grip of whatever i felt or hope or wished for...

i went into office today and requested for a transfer.

i'm going away.

away from this city filled with us.
away from this world we shared...
away from all the laughter and the smiles and all the happiness.

cos now it is just a memory which i know will fade away with the passing of time.

i love her. with all my heart
i still do.
but my heart's dead.


RIP
HAMMY
25 Feb 2003- 3 Sep 2004





 
antartica Posted: Sat Sep 4 18:41:21 2004 Post | Quote in Reply  
  hugz......


 



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