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the simpleman journals. Sleepless in KL (one last cry...)
iggy Posted: Mon Apr 11 02:45:06 2005 Post | Quote in Reply  
  the simpleman journals.
sleepless in KL (one last cry)

i have a soft spot for KL, the capital of malaysia.

it's where i have many special memories which are embedded in my head for so long.
a memory of almost of decade, and one close to a year.

i fell in love a decade back in this town where i love the bright lights, the food, the night life, the shopping and the feeling of coming home to my hometown somewhat.

as i walked around the pubbing district of KL, i remembered on two occasions, with two different girls, with two different me.

but at least to me, there is certain comfort in this city as i had all the laughter, all the smiles, all the fun and joy in the world... and non heartaches.

at least i didn't say my goodbyes here.

however this time round, i felt disconnected, lonely... of being alone in this city.

i remembered a year back i showed her around a city that i loved. a city with so much to see and do...
and she was excited to be here as well.

and i remembered a decade back, someone else showed me her favourite place in the world... and why it became one of mine as well.

the two of them are so similar. they smell like the wind opposed to me who reminded them of the sea...

they had the same laugh, the same smile, the same energy... and the same look in their eyes.

they were looking for the same things...
looking for a reason to be free.
looking for a reason to breathe.
looking for a reason to fly with the wind.
looking for a reason to laugh.
and looking for a reason to love.

i was their summer romance with a bitter and the saddest ending.

it took me a decade to find someone else to fill that emptiness inside...
to find a reason to love with my heart... however, in the end, i let both of them down 'cos i got too scared of a future i didn't want to face.

one i didn't hold her back cos i didn't want to be tied down
one i couldn't hold on 'cos i didn't give enough reasons to be tied down...

as i went around for my shoot, their images were before me, and i see the happier times i had.

and i tried to console myself that i can't have the both worlds, i can live like this.

that i gotta put them out of my mind ... for now.



soundtrack for KL.
one last cry by brian mcknight.

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
Iíve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess Iím down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
Iíve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

Iím gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
Iíve gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess Iím down
I guess Iím down
I guess Iím down...
To my last cry...


 



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