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Ahriman Posted: Tue Feb 13 18:02:08 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  It still sucks


 
beetlebum Posted: Tue Feb 13 18:10:15 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  :(


 
addi Posted: Tue Feb 13 18:10:51 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  your vacuum, your girlfriend, the weather, your life?

what sucks?


 
boondock743 Posted: Tue Feb 13 19:17:56 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  well i dont know wat exactly sux for u, but shit sux for me so i know how u feel.


 
addi Posted: Tue Feb 13 19:40:45 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  alright people. We need to cheer up Ahriman and boondock.

hif...say something that will make them forget their troubles and smile


 
sweet p Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:02:21 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  want me to beat someone up?
it is rare that i become violent but i currently have a build up of adrenaline in need of release.
ahriii.
boooon.
beeeebum.

<3 <3 <3

and fine, you can have one too addi -> <3
but now you have to do something silly to make everyone happy again.


 
Ahriman Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:20:42 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  This is the 1 year anniversary.


 
addi Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:24:26 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  sweet p said:

>and fine, you can have one too addi -> <3
>but now you have to do something silly to make everyone happy again.


I'm doing the Nebraska Shuffle in my boxers now. Does that count?


 
addi Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:27:13 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Ahriman said:
>This is the 1 year anniversary.


refresh my memory. remember I'm old, so I have an excuse


 
Ahriman Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:29:05 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  what?
AhrimanPosted: Tue Feb 14 01:45:52 2006


 
Ahriman Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:47:04 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Death be not proud, though some have called thee
Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not so,
For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow,
Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee,
Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
And soonest our best men with thee doe goe,
Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie.
Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell,
And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well,
And better then thy stroake; why swell'st thou then;
One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally,
And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.


 
innocenceNonus Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:51:00 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  my friend/ roommate overdosed on anti-depressants last night. she's under five feet and the tiniest little thing... all thanks to one person.

the doctors released her at 2 and i had a midterm the next day.

lots of things suck. i wasn't on GT that often, but i'm always up for a story.

plus, venting in writing has always helped. if you don't want responses to the vent, just say so.

though nikki might be super cool and post one anyway. : )


 
innocenceNonus Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:51:45 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Ahriman said:
>Death be not proud, though some have called thee
>Mighty and dreadfull, for, thou art not so,
>For, those, whom thou think'st, thou dost overthrow,
>Die not, poore death, nor yet canst thou kill me.
>From rest and sleepe, which but thy pictures bee,
>Much pleasure, then from thee, much more must flow,
>And soonest our best men with thee doe goe,
>Rest of their bones, and soules deliverie.
>Thou art slave to Fate, Chance, kings, and desperate men,
>And dost with poyson, warre, and sicknesse dwell,
>And poppie, or charmes can make us sleepe as well,
>And better then thy stroake; why swell'st thou then;
>One short sleepe past, wee wake eternally,
>And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die.

John Donne. Good choice. my favorite poet to analyze.


 
Ahriman Posted: Tue Feb 13 20:55:11 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  I just kept repeating that to myself at the funeral. Over and over.


 
innocenceNonus Posted: Tue Feb 13 21:03:14 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  who died?


 
addi Posted: Tue Feb 13 21:09:32 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Ahriman said:

>AhrimanPosted: Tue Feb 14 01:45:52 2006

deep sigh

I'm really sorry, Ahriman. Nothing any of us can say here to help with the memories of that day. It does suck.




 
Kira Posted: Tue Feb 13 21:31:33 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  innocenceNonus said:
>who died?

http://www.generationterrorists.com/cgi-bin/forum/forum.cgi?action=view&thread_id=74818

I'm still sorry, Ahriman...


 
innocenceNonus Posted: Tue Feb 13 21:42:14 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  definitely makes for a whole lot of suck...

sorry, babe.

i'd hug ya or give ya some sort of affection if i were there. pain like that just doesn't go away easy.

much love.


 
boondock743 Posted: Tue Feb 13 22:41:54 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  oh yeah, i remember now.
damn dude, that sux, thats way worse than my problems and shit really sux for me right now.

Time heals all wounds.


 
sweet p Posted: Tue Feb 13 22:57:25 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  i'm calmer now. only love left.
hugs, ahriman.


[you have nice eyes, by the way]



 
sweet p Posted: Tue Feb 13 22:57:54 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  and longer hair than addi will ever have, so i'm sure he's jealous.


 
Cherry_Moon Posted: Tue Feb 13 23:18:56 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  i'm sorry you're having such an awful time. Life sucks bad for me too it's sucked badly for about 2 months for me. I'm going to get to sleep soon hopefully. I hope tomorrow will be a better day for everyone.














i fucking hate valentines day... shittiest day next to xmas. which is quite shittier.

shittiest days:
1.xmas
2.valentines day
3.my birthday
4.most days...


 
Ahriman Posted: Tue Feb 13 23:31:52 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  I want to be in the woods right now. I'm just going to cuddle with my fish bowl and watch my little guy swim around. Sigh. I kind of decided as a child that bad things happen but there is no need to be sad with all the beauty in the world. Swim, swim, swim my friend.

Thanks everyone. I wish you all happiness.



 
beetlebum Posted: Wed Feb 14 02:15:39 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  oh my gosh. i remember reading that post and my heart sinking for you.

i know there isn't anything i can say to make your situation any better or easier... but you should know that you definitely make this place better.

i always really enjoy your posts. i am so glad you've stuck around and are willing to share some of your important life stuff here.


 
innocenceNonus Posted: Wed Feb 14 05:39:05 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Ahriman said:
>I want to be in the woods right now. I'm just going to cuddle with my fish bowl and watch my little guy swim around. Sigh. I kind of decided as a child that bad things happen but there is no need to be sad with all the beauty in the world. Swim, swim, swim my friend.
>
>Thanks everyone. I wish you all happiness.
>

that's one of the most beautiful things i've ever read. thank you.


 
addi Posted: Wed Feb 14 07:21:34 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Ahriman said:
>I want to be in the woods right now. I'm just going to cuddle with my fish bowl and watch my little guy swim around. Sigh. I kind of decided as a child that bad things happen but there is no need to be sad with all the beauty in the world. Swim, swim, swim my friend.

there is no adequate subsitute for having a good friend there to sit next to you and watch your fish swim in silence.
But you have some long distance friends here that sincerely care about you, Ahriman and would fill that role if it was possible.
seaching for some ray of light in a black hole might seem fruitless, but it's good that you are still with us. It's good that you keep coming here to share with us. It's good that you still seek out beauty in what can be an ugly world.
Hang in there friend.


*and P is right...even in my hippie days my hair was never as long as yours.
: )


 
choke Posted: Wed Feb 14 22:04:14 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Ahriman said:
>I want to be in the woods right now. I'm just going to cuddle with my fish bowl and watch my little guy swim around. Sigh. I kind of decided as a child that bad things happen but there is no need to be sad with all the beauty in the world. Swim, swim, swim my friend.
>
>Thanks everyone. I wish you all happiness.
>

Animals are so good for everything. We all wish you happiness.


 
J. Posted: Thu Feb 15 09:44:18 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
 

I know what you've been going through, Ahriman. Hang in there, my friend. *hugs*


For you:

William Ernest Henley

Invictus


Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.


*one of my favorite poems.




 
antartica Posted: Wed Feb 21 23:40:00 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  Peace bro... do what you gotta do and take it easy alright

*hugs*


 
addi Posted: Thu Feb 22 06:30:01 2007 Post | Quote in Reply  
  antartica said:
>Peace bro... do what you gotta do and take it easy alright
>
>*hugs*

nothing to do with the topic, but it's so good to see you coming around more, ant. Like 'ol times seeing a post from you again.


 



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