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    Ajinkya Pawar
    13 Feb 2004

    13/02/2004 2228 hrs .... Friday the 13th prior to valentine the 14th (What a day..I noticed this just now..things seemingly dont change until u notice them..for which they need to changed....shut up)
    (I live in Nasik, India, winters are better than summer..atleast for me)
    This season of my life is like winter, with thick fog. U cant see beyond ur hand's length. But hope, mad-teen-hope, persistently keeps the spirits up, (I might find my soulamte today...everyday!) to see beyond the fog of confusion and indecision. The winter mists confuse me to think of them as outstretched hands... but I wrap my hands too tightly around myself, not to let them get at me...afraid,that the rest would leave me to the cold. (Girls indicate interest in me, but I dont..BTW I know they arent the one! I hope I found her soon enough not to strain this string of hope too much to break away....Faith is definitely one of the most beautiful things I 've ever seen. It doesnt really matter as to whom upon ur faith lies, its enough that U have it)
    In this winter we so very yearn for the warmth we call love. The best thing in the world..which I am still a virgin at. This shaking goose bumps due to absence of the great warmth is still precious. (Boy, all this pent up emotion,..when they come out on her,as n when it happens, I wonder how would I come through, n how would she react ) U get to appreciate, U understand to bend with the wind, U learn from the burns on others, who confused fire with warmth...and got burned, broken, corrupted. This absence is like a mirror with a tenacious finger, which lets U see inside of urself, prodding to go deeper n deeper, until U know urself, so as to be better. This is the dope of hope which keeps us going further. This is the magic wand that makes U stronger, ur spine straighter, ur muscles worked up.
    This is what makes U worthy of that warmth., that love, that girl.
    If U deny the absence, U r bound to be burned.