It makes me happy when...
i am unaware of Time and Space as they move past me.
I wake up and realize it's saturday so I can turn over again. It's even better when I can turn over and spoon.
when i get weed and alcohol in the same night
I look into the eyes of my girlfriend and see them smile
I dance around in my pajamas
everything is going my way. : )
When I forget that I will die one day - or when I remember how many billions of people have lived and died already. That everyone dies.
When I sink into thought... and I touch on the future, which is unknowable, but I can't help thinking I will one day have more than I ever imagined or longed for... not because I waited and waited for it but because I didn't get up and leave when it was already coming.
When someone speaks to me using my name.
When the seasons change.
When I Find someone who I'm free to act like myself around, With out holding back anyhting.
During those too rare of moments when I'm content with whom I'm with, where I am, and who I am.
It makes me happy when I'm walking outside in beautiful weather with Dear Prudence playing in my headphones and I can forget about everything else. Oh, and when someone strokes my hair.
He puts his head over my heart. And when people tell me I am a good woman.
When I read the article which I have slaved upon by rewriting, revising, reediting it for the nth time.
When I try and speak while I'm yawning.
When I concentrate, and push out all thoughts from my mind, lose the concept of self and reality, and just become one with the universe.
It makes me terribly unhappy when I have to rejoin the human concept of "reality".
...i look at my bank account and i know i've got lotsa moolah there...
yeah. realistically materialistic sounding i admit, but face it, it's the hard cold fact...
bullshit walks, and money talks, and with the dough... you can just 'bout roll anything...
anyone who tells you $$$ canna buy happiness is lying. try giving someone something that he/she wants for a long time but can't afford or spare the cash to... =)
when i see her face, it's a moment in time that could last forever
When I can lie in bed, open up a good book, squeeze the bear I love so much, and forgot about all the bad things in life.
When I feel needed...
if my baby would at least come back to me saying that she loves me and will never leave me again. i don`t ask for more than that.
when you hold me till I fall asleep
When I see the sun trickle up through the trees bring every new day a different blessing. (tacky i know).
when he holds me close and whispers how much i mean to him. . .
i take long walks on slightly chilly autumn days with my sweety loaded up with heavy sweaters and a warm knit scarf.
I'm among my best, closest, dearest friends.
reading quietly next to the wood burning stove with a huge mug of hot green tea
playing an old song i wrote months before and finding the themes and music still true to the present
sketching him quietly as he naps
i'm taking naps in his warm arms
cooking food that is appreciated and turns out great
when i make someone smile
When I run across a web site like this one which has so much to make me think about besides work and worrying about the future.
I read a good book, especially if a have a mug of hot chocolate
I am engulfed in the silence and darkness of night, with my fav tunes playing in my head.. seabreeze blowing on my face.
When I know I have my best friends with me,know that they'll never leave me, and that's all I need.
...there are two seasons in one day.
A few weeks ago it was like spring in autumn but it was officially winter. That's my favourite.
...I receive a postcard.
...I travel at night on a dark bus.
...I meet an adult who cannot hide their emotions.
...I meet a child who tries to.
when i get into my car and see that it is full of gas
when I look up at the stars and I can't tell which one I saw first
When I completely rethink everything until my stomach feels inside out and reach the conclusion that I am not any one thing but pieces of everything.
When I find the feeling of dreaming of flying in the waking world.
When I think of wonderous things I could do, before I realize I won't do them.
...I lose myself
When I think about tina and even better when I'm with her.
she's amazing and I wish everyone could have someone like her in life.
too bad it's hard to be together, but for now I will wish
When I get to be with this girl I love, even if its just seeing her for a second, I love talking to her, she just cheers me up so well. Thats what makes mne happy.
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